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Sunday, July 12th, 2020 11:19 pm
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How are you?
Work has eased up a bit for me.  I'm no longer pulling 14 to 18 hour days dealing with idiots with COVID-19-related snake oils.  I'm still not braining very well  -- I was unable to determine which was was right if I was heading southbound, east or west?  (Yes, I know, it's East but I just had to think about it, again).   This week seems to be busier after it being pretty quiet over the 4th.  My spousal unit took a new position which is causing me intense anxiety, my spawn is volunteering for different D Congressional campaigns.  After some very difficult times earlier this summer, Komo is healthy for the moment and gaining back some of his attractive chonk (B12, Thyroid meds, probiotic, ceterizine, and ultra-allergen free food).  I still don't like him very much and Thorin, I regret to say, has severe dysplasia and arthritis.  He also had some terrible tooth problems, had an extraction and other procedures and is just not himself.  But he is the love of my life.  On the other hand, the boys both LOVE rolling in hot grass on summer days.

I failed at sourdough levain this weekend.  And tried another cookie recipe this evening that also failed.  Leinenkugel summer shandies are delicious. 

I signed up for the AU Exchange which was the most complex sign up I've ever done.  OMG.  I'm really not good at this kind of complex thing with So Many Tags.  I'm such a moron.  Self loathing and self hate are very strong right now, violently so, even.  I just really despise myself deeply.

I've been watching Star Wars with some of the neighbor kids. We're doing an outdoor showing this week, with a projection screen, blankets on the lawn and whatnot.  That should be very fun.  Another generation of Padawan learners going through the trials.

So, that's all here. 

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Thursday, July 18th, 2019 09:37 am
Assignments went out for the Narnia Fic Exchange. Earlier in the week on Twitter we were having fun with were-Caspian and the Hag's missing body in the PC illustration by Pauline Baynes where he gets bitten. The image manip is courtesy of [personal profile] metonomia I suspect we'll be seeing a lot of this for the NFE this year, as well as ladies in love.



My own sign up was pretty much the same as last year and I included a link to it in my sign up.  I'm nothing if not predictable.  Ignore Last Battle.  Just about anything else is OK though I'm not a fan of Jadis or the Telmarine era.  My assignment is going to be.. interesting.  In a good way!  Something new!  VERY NEW.


I got a nice query from a long time reader who was starting a re-read and wondering about reading order, which reminded me that I had a story on FF.net that never made it to AO3, Lost in Translation. LiT was all prompted by reader feedback and questions and most, but not all of it, ended up in other works, especially Rejection of the Terms (there's a cute part in LiT where Peter is doting on a pregnant Morgan and I thought of updating it, setting it later, aligning it with the other stories, and including Seth Stanleh but eh, I think we've all moved on). Anyway, the part that had nearly disappeared into the Internet ether is the Knighting of the Otters. So I pulled it from LiT on ff.net and posted it last night.
Otter Nonsense (4427 words) by rthstewart
Chapters: 1/1
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Edmund Pevensie/Original Female Character(s)
Characters: Edmund Pevensie, Lucy Pevensie, Peter Pevensie, Susan Pevensie
Additional Tags: Golden Age (Narnia), Jalur, Otters, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Everybody Lives, Nobody Leaves, Humor, Banker Morgan
Series: Part 8 of Golden Age Stories
Summary:  Honours are bestowed on two very unworthy recipients.
 

I'm working hard on the final update to Star Husband which has gone in a very unexpected direction.  WOOT.  Maybe next week?


AND, in other news, because I know you are waiting with baited breath -- Komo's G/I tract appears to be on the mend.  It's blazingly hot so I"m not getting the dogs out for walks unless very early in the morning or in the evening after a thunderstorm but, as near as I can tell (he's very secretive about where he does his big business) things are normal or nearly so.  We'll be trying a super hydrolyzed, allergen-free commercial diet and see if that solves the issues -- he's exhibited a bundle of symptoms sfor a long time -- including LOTS of water drinking -- and these all seem to have abated.  HOPEFULLY we can get him on to something more nutritionally adequate than boiled rice and chicken.
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Sunday, July 14th, 2019 07:36 am
The two things I wanted when we got Komo were 1) healthy and 2) very good around other dogs.  We've got neither.

CW for gross dog functions and plea for crowdsourced advice if you get there




So, the vomiting and bloody diarrhea that have afflicted Komo for the last 14 days has returned.  Thousands of dollars later we have eliminated various chronic diseases (blood screen that went to Texas A&M) and abdominal instructions (3 x rays and one ultrasound).  He's been on antibiotics, probiotics, omeprazole, cerenia, B12 injections, and Zofran.  I've been making him boiled chicken and rice since July 1 or before. 

Everything seemed to be improving.  Last week, we tried introducing small bits of Hill's Science Diet w/d to try to firm things up.  But then diarhhea started again, so back to chicken and rice.  So about 4 days later, he improved again and I went to the vet yesterday and this time, we tried Hill's Science Diet i/d for intestinal issues which is supposed to be substitutable for homemade chicken and rice. 

Spoiler.  It's not.

We woke up this morning, again, to a swathe of bloody diarrhea on the basement carpet (and I'd returned the $200 carpet cleaner machine thinking I didn't need it anymore.  HA HA).

So, obviously back to the vet and chicken and rice.  Any of you have any experience with this?  Any advice?  Any alternative to boiling chicken and rice 3 days a week?  Anything for a dog that can't seem to tolerate a very high quality commercially prepared prescription food specially formulated for intestinal issues?
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Wednesday, December 26th, 2018 08:45 am
We returned from the not all frozen North where I managed to squeeze in lovely visits with [personal profile] syrena_of_the_lake and [personal profile] psyche29 . I just adore meeting imaginary friends in Real Life and we've known each other through fic for a very, very long time.

If you did Yuletide, I hope you loved your gift and that your gracious recipient loved yours. It did seem there was more than the usual pinch hit scrambling.  What those admins can pull together every year is astounding. If you see a good story, rec me, OK?

We picked up McKinley at the hospital yesterday. I'm glad she can be at home for whatever time is left to her. Thanks so much to all of you for the kind thoughts.  This is a better, though very, very costly, outcome than I'd expected a few days ago.  She was thrilled to be home after over a week in the hospital.



She has lots of pills -- for pain, nausea, and high blood pressure and has become very resistant to pilling. Anyone have any ideas? I'm used to a dog taking your fingers off so this is a new problem.  I think we might need to go the meat route -- I remember liverwurst growing up?  Maybe there's something at PetSmart?

Also, SEE WHAT I GOT!! My spousal unit managed to track it down and I'm pretty excited.



Have you been to see any movies?  What's your favorite?  Mary Poppins?  Bumblebee?  Aquaman?  Spiderverse?

Also, wow the government shutdown sucks.  Although, the pre-published Federal Register just came out and a few folks are in if funded by non-appropriated money -- and others are supposed to trundle in for an orderly shutdown.  Ugh.  I'm sorry if it's you.  I  know this is super stressful.

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Saturday, December 22nd, 2018 07:43 am
So we are beginning DAY 5 of hospitalization for McKinley. Zoinks. Thanks so much to all of you who commented. We went and saw her on Thursday night. It was really bad seeing her -- there were some very sick animals around her and they'd moved the IV to her third leg and she wasn't eating the wet food in her bowl. Which, well, when a Labrador doesn't eat, that's usually the end of the end. The lab results and an ultrasound on Thursday provided no clarity. She does not have leptosporosis, which is good. She does not have any obvious kidney or liver tumor visible in US. And, we had to leave town on Friday morning, so, we kept her in the animal hospital critical care and hoped for the best.

She is still alive and her creatine levels (associated with kidney function and failure) are very, very slowly dropping. Turns out, she didn't like the wet ultra-allergen free prescription canned food and happily started eating her usual dry ultra-allergen free prescription food -- which is typically $80 a bag. yep yep. she's a prima donna.

So, yesterday news continues to be guarded. The doctor is going to try to wean her off the IV though she expects the creatine to rise again. Hopepfully they will move her to medical boarding soon. Hopefully we'll be able to bring her home on Christmas Day when we return.

Thank you again. I hope you all can keep enjoying the 3SF. I'll be back to it soon!

Here she is the one time the Wookie didn't win.






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Thursday, December 20th, 2018 08:20 am
It's not secret to those who have followed me that dogs are a big part of my life. Dogs are prominent in my fic and Jina is probably best represented in my first labrador, Ghitsa, crossed over the rainbow bridge after an amazing and long life 15 years ago.
There is Thorin Corgishield, who is, at the moment, alive and well.  (The introduction of worrying fretting shepherds in H&M was due to the introduction of a worrying, fretting herding breed in a house previously occupied by labradors)


McKinley, however, has always been another story. There was the ACL surgery in 2014, the time she ate the retrieving bumper, and the neverending cycle of pain meds and infections, ears, feet, lumps, warts, growths. We got McKinley, like all of our dogs, from breeding/show kennels at 1 year of age, or a little older, when the breeders decide to not show them, don't want to breed them, and are looking to rehome them. McKinley was supposed to be a breeding bitch for an assistance dog program but they sent her back realizing that she had personality traits (in particular no desire to please her owner/handler) that they did not want handed down to generations of assistance dogs. She's dumb as a stump, in her own Labrador world of food and smells and oddly poorly socialized despite years of obedience classes -- she will still bark at people and dogs she has known her whole life. She's 12 going on 13 and the size of her file at the vet is a source of consternation and horror.

And she's been hospitalized since Tuesday (3 separate hospitals) with possible kidney and liver failure, or maybe lepto not covered by the vaccine, or maybe it's the infection that's caused the vomiting even of white rice since last week. Maybe the NSAID we tried for her severe leg pain that was supposed to pose lower risk of stomach upset and liver compromise (and did give her great mobility) has triggered a cascade. We don't know. Care is currently, conservatively going to run to 5 figures.

This is incredibly difficult. With other dogs, they have told us and we knew. They spent their last nights at home with us and we took them to the vet and were with them. With McKinley, I don't know what the right decision is and when we will know. 

So here she is in her finer moments.









 
I'm not really going to respond to comments, OK? I'm not as on top of things as I normally am (I tried making biscotti yesterday and forgot to add the butter).   I've been down this road before, there aren't any good answers, I know all about care of aged and ailing dogs, and we have truly the best vet care money can buy. 
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Saturday, November 12th, 2016 12:17 pm
I regret to say that my experience with the bigotry, misogyny, and homophobia of the last few years prepared me for the US election results.  I found despair and disillusionment, and experienced the power of those voices, several years ago and so expected this result though I so wished to be wrong.  The only good news in this is that  this has meant my shock is not as acute because I've already been there for a while and, in my privilege, am not at risk.  Still, there has been a lot of stress baking, Corgi petting, and avoidance for the better part of 6 months.  So, I am so sorry that I've not responded to you and thank you so much for reaching out to me.  It will take awhile to get through 200+ emails and reviews on this account, never mind the dozens of unread stories.  But going forward, please understand that I can be here for you if you need it. 

So, watch this space.  I did a long blather cross-posted here on why I do not believe that women and families will lose altogether access to Plan B, drug-based contraceptives, and the pills that induce medical abortions because the process to remove FDA-approved drugs from the market when the manufacturer doesn't want to remove the product is very difficult and long.  In other words, I think for the time being, you can cross off your list, "stockpile Plan B."  That comment was long and blathery and I am not familiar with the processes by which medical devices are removed from the market, like IUDs and some implants, so I'll update with something concise soon.

When I was trying to comfort someone at 3 AM on Wednesday morning, I told him how important it was that he continue his creative efforts to tell others about the works of fiction that he enjoyed and found hopeful.  We need that more than ever, I told him, and don't let despair stop you.

I recognize in this a call to create in our fiction the world we want to live in.  The reason I returned to fandom in 2009 was that I thought we were on the cusp of creating that world in RL.  Alas, this is not true.  A quote I used in TSG attributed to Gandhi was "Be the change you wish to see in the world."**    And so, for me, it will become "write the world you wish to see."     

(**BUT, lots of people aren't ready for that call and commitment and may never be.  No pressure, OK?  This HURTS and is scary.  Grieve as you must and take your own damned time about it.)



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Tuesday, December 31st, 2013 09:59 pm
Or Happy New Year in Romanian.

I hope you all had a good year. There is a very amusing posting on Tumblr right now lamenting the loss of Live Journal.

fandomlikefinewine:

Trying to figure out Tumblr after being on LJ for ten years.

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I won't do an annual word count.  I know it's smaller than previous years, even if still pretty big.  The 3 Sentence Ficathon is going on and it erupted over the last 24 hours into a massive crackfest of Lord of The Rings/Narnia xover.  Now, let me be clear, I LOVE Eowyn and Faramir.  I LOVE Aragorn and Arwen.  I LOVE Eomer.  And yet, somehow, Peter/Eowyn and Lucy/Aragorn have lodged themselves in my brain, along with, wait for it, Faramir and Edmund.  Utter crack.  (it's in the later pages, 29-32)

Which reminds me, this has really gotten my Eowyn thoughts going again because every 10 years or so, my Eowyn opinion undergoes a cosmic shift and I'm in in the middle of a new one.  Also, I saw and yes, enjoyed the Hobbit very much. So, maybe another post on that, yes?

In closing, my thanks to you all for another awesome year.  If I were to say, what was the best thing for me?  Probably our trip to England meeting awesome and charming online imaginary friends, and paying homage to Darwin, Mary Anning, Bletchley Park, and the Oxford Museum.  And the addition of the Corgi to our family, Thorin Corgishield (who thought the Pottery Barn catalog was delicious)



If you have something good that happened to you in 2013 that would like to share, please do so in the comments.  And may there be more of the same to you and yours in 2014. 
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Wednesday, October 2nd, 2013 09:27 am
So amidst all the stress in our area, yesterday I came home early (fortunately) and discovered that one or both of our dogs (Corgi and Lab) had consumed a 30 count bottle of blood pressure medication my pharmacy had thoughtfully pushed through the mail slot.

What followed was a harrowing afternoon and evening, including frantic calls to the vet and the Pet Poison Prevention Helpline. There was a frantic speeding  violative drive to the pharmacy to buy more and unexpired hydrogen peroxide, then ramming tablespoons of it down their respective throats and then sifting through the resulting vomit looking for pills.   I ended up being concerned enough to drive them to a 24 ER care for monitoring where the Lab's blood pressure was fine but the Corgi's was low.  I am very glad I kept them at the ER because once I got home, I realized that in fact the dogs, and probably the much smaller Corgi (30 lb/14 kg) had eaten 90 pills, not 30, plus the plastic cap, thereby taking them out of the boderline range into the really serious area.

Fortunately, the drug is relatively low in toxicity and has a very short half-life in dogs, with no kidney or liver involvement. If you can keep their blood pressure up and their heart going, the drug will clear in about 8 hours. So, the waiting began, with them both receiving continuous IV fluids and the vets prepared to administer stimulant therapy if needed if severe hypotension occurred, which fortunately it did not.

At 1 AM, I was able to bring them both home. Yeah, really relieved, and so tired, and damn, that was scary.



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Friday, August 31st, 2012 09:56 pm
This evening we had a home intruder.  He fell into our front porch bushes, brought half of it into the house, and collapsed in a drunken stupor on the living room couch.  I call 911.   "We have a home intruder."  We go outside.  We wait.  I call 911 again thinking maybe I was not clear enough about the fact that we have a home intruder. I Tweet that we have a home intruder.  My spouse decides now is a good time to go inside and load the dishwasher.  I find out why it takes the police 20 minutes to respond.  They arrive on bicycles. They hustle drunk home intruder out of the house.    The dog doesn't wake up as home intruder bumbles into our home.  She goes crazy over the police officers.  It's probably the bike helments.  They are very scary.

And then the dog barfed.