Three Sentence Ficathon 2022 Part 2

[rthstewart]

UPDATE 14 FEBRUARY 2022 -- 3SF 2022 IS NOW CLOSED TO NEW PROMPTS!  Do continue to fill prompts already posted but the 3SF 2022 is now closed.  We'll be back next year in a new comm (If I can get my act together).  Thank you again!

THIS IS THE NEW POST FOR PART 2 OF THE 3 SENTENCE FICATHON -- ALL NEW PROMPTS SHOULD BE POSTED HERE
You may continue to fill prompts (but not leave new ones) at the original Post 1 here but please post new prompts here, not there.  And if you're asking, hey is just me, or did this get enormous really fast? Why yes, yes it did.  Last year, it took us ten days before I opened a new post.  This year, it took us about 5.5 days to get there.  So, by all means, go back and fill in Post 1 and post new prompts here!

Also woops, in an indication of how busy I've been with other things, I neglected to post that for a third year in a row the awesome conuly  started a master list of unclaimed prompts and has been updating it as time permits.  Obviously a huge task! Thank you!

 

Welcome to the Three Sentence Ficathon!

Here's a Friending meme!

What is the 3 Sentence Ficathon?
This is an open exchange where you answer a prompt with a fic consisting of only three sentences. It's open to all fandoms and you can post and fill as many prompts as you like, as many times as you want.

What do I do first?
You can start 3SF by posting prompts! When posting a prompt please format it this way:

fandom, character(s), prompt word/sentence.

Only one prompt per comment please. So, for example,

Star Wars, Obi-Wan Kenobi, I don't like sand."

Open ended and anthropomorphic fills are popular too, such as:

Any, Any, "I don't like sand."

or

Earth geography, sand, "I don't like humans very much, either."

What happens after that?
You answer other posters' prompts in three sentences (or more if you can't stop yourself) and fill as many prompts as you want, as many times as you wish. If you see that a prompt you loved has already been filled, go ahead and fill it again! Multiple fills of the same prompt are allowed and even encouraged! (We get really fun stories going this way).

Can I still post if I need more than 3 sentences? Or should I just abuse grammar in ways the English language never contemplated?
Yes. Yes.

But I'm not a member of Dreamwidth
No problem. You can comment anonymously or through open ID

I'm really overwhelmed by all the prompts and how much there is and how fast it goes. I can't read 1,000 prompts and fills. It's too much.
I hear this a lot and it keeps a lot of people from participating. The 3SF is big and it moves fast, especially at first. I get overwhelmed, too, and I'm hosting the thing. With 2020 and 2021 sucking so badly you don't want something that's supposed to be fun cause you anxiety. I have a couple of suggestions for managing the 3SF volume.

• First, really, you don't have to read every prompt and fill on every page. You can start at the last page of this and just go forward, or back a page or two. It's fine.
  
• You can come and go as time and energy allow, you don't have to participate the whole time, and it drops off quite at bit after about 2 weeks and especially once we open a new post because this one is approaching 4,500 comments.
• Even after the 3SF and new prompting end, people fill prompts all year long.
• You can fill an already filled prompt and you can can leave a prompt that's already been prompted before. People do it all the time.

Always make sure you're looking at top-level comments only, not threaded. That helps a lot. Your screen should look like this.




But shouldn't I read everything to see if someone already prompted the same prompt I want to leave if someone already filled it?
No. Prompt as many times as you want, as much as you want. It doesn't matter if someone prompted the exact same prompt. Go ahead and prompt again!

I left a prompt and no one filled it. Can I prompt it again?
Absolutely!

Can I spread the word?
Yes, please. I generally fail at creating banners and embed codes but if you create one and make it really idiot-proof, I might be able to post and share it. Feel free to cross-post this entry. If you create your own banners or icons, let me know and I'll share!
Please share the 3SF with your followers, friends, and any channels and comms you are active on. I'll post on fandom calendar, Tumblr, and Twitter, but I don't have many connections in other spaces such as Discord.

Here's my attempt at a text box that might go horribly awry.

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How long will it go?
The 3SF closes to new prompts on February 13, 2022. The entry stays open permanently and people post fills all year long. (There were a bunch of new posts to the 2021 3SF this week!)

Are there any rules about cross-posting?
Nope, you can post wherever you want, whenever you want. A lot of folks collected their responses together and posted them on AO3 under the 3 sentence fiction tag. 3SFs are a terrific prompt for remixes and could be helpful for Yuletide bears, too.

What about spoilers, content and archive warnings, triggers, pairings, ratings, tags, and squick?

I thought a lot about this. It boils down to reader beware. In my experience, this typically gets too big, moves too fast, and the stories are too short for content warnings and ratings to even apply. It is too big for me to moderate in this way. You should assume spoilers are fair game and that the initial poster and the responder have opted to use no content warnings or tags. This means AO3 content warnings for dubcon, violence, canon character death, underage, etc. COULD be present (and much more). I've found personally that I can skim and scroll by stuff that, from the prompt, I can tell isn't my favorite flavor of delicious cake. Use your best judgment, protect yourself, and be prepared to skip over things that aren't your thing. In this format, the obligation is on you, the reader, to protect yourself from triggering content.
Some posters do include warnings and spoiler tags or include spoiler space, but they don't have to do so.


Why is 3SF split among several posts? That seems confusing.
It is confusing and we always lose momentum once we have to move to a second post. The reason is because at 5,000 comments to a single post, DW installs a human test CAPTCHA, which is a pain for users. So, once this entry gets to the upper 4,000 comments, I open a new post. If you've been waiting until things slow down to participate, when we open a second post is often a good place to join.

If I have questions, what do I do?
I'm rthstewart everywhere, here, Twitter, Tumblr, gmail and AO3.

A special thank you to conuly .
Last year, Conuly started logging all unfilled prompts.
This year's (2021) unfilled prompts are here.
Last year's (2020) unfilled prompts are here.

Conuly asks that you not reply, as they want to be able to edit and add more prompts to the list.
 

Here, have some icons and banners and let me know if you've created your own!

Comments

[alexseanchai]

Miraculous Ladybug, Emilie, silhouette

[kiestan]

He used to see her everywhere: in the jars of chamomile tea leaves, in the ​pencil strokes along his canvas, in the void of the mansion that echoes without her sound.

It became bearable after he tucked her away, in the mosaic portrait, in Adrien, and in the basement.

Sometimes, though, he slips up, but Nathalie only politely ignores it, nodding when he corrects himself by addressing her again, with the right name.

[alexseanchai]

any, any, sunshine and shadow

Leverage, Parker, OT3 if that’s your jam

[canon_is_relative]

Shadow falls across your body, brief respite from the sunny daze, one of those makes-you-appreciate-it-even-more moments.

“What changed,” he asks, and you like that about him, the way he remembers things you didn’t think were important, conferring importance by redrawing attention.

“I like the sunshine now that I’m safe,” and you don’t have to look to know that he’s smiling, and he’s smiling, and you’re smiling too.

[peaked]

avatar: the last airbender; zuko/azula or zuko & azula, forgiveness

[silveradept]

"No," Azula says, "I won't forgive you, Zuko, you stole everything I had!"

Zuko is nowhere near her as she says this, but her mind believes him right next to her, an echo she sizes upon, because to admit that he is not there would be to admit to the defeat that she cannot bear to acknowledge.

"I forgive you, Azula," Zuko says to her, "even though you turned out just like father did."

[peaked]

veronica mars, logan/veronica, if i love you, is that a fact or a weapon?

Not Like This

[ultra_fic]

He seems to realise, as he's yelling angrily about how much he loves her, that this isn't how it's supposed to be.

Veronica certainly knows it, and is sure she sees in Logan's eyes that he does too, when she agrees she loves him just as much.

All this is just a band-aid on a gaping, oozing wound that they gave to each other too long ago (and maybe every day since) - it won't fix anything at all.

[peaked]

the witcher, jaskier/yennefer, you are more than your magic

To Your Advantage

[gold_pen_leaps]

"And what," she shouted – making Jaskier flinch, though none of the items she was throwing around the bedroom was aimed at him – "is a sorceress without magic? Everything I have is because of magic. Everything!"

"You are more than your magic," Jaskier said – when she had paused in throwing things, sitting on the bed and gasping in breaths – "And that will be to your advantage here, since they think this rule will make you useless. You have wit and willpower, a fortitude I am in awe of."

She blinked at him, and Jaskier was afraid the moment would stretch awkwardly, so he added, "And it's rather sexy when you lose your temper."

He dodged the pillow she had thrown.

A/N: I couldn't resist going over the sentence limit.

[peaked]

the witcher, jaskier/yennefer, hands

[peaked]

the witcher, geralt/yennefer, i'm sure if you could untie the knots in your jaw you would have said something

[peaked]

mcu spider-man, peter/mj, ah, but your absence, the physically felt silence of your hands

you can reply with no way home content to this comment—you won't be spoiling me!

[(Anonymous)]

He finds himself reaching out sometimes -subconsciously, stupidly- while lying on his side late at night. As if she was still there to touch, to feel; for the two of them to be more than a memory that the world and her had forgotten.

In his head are her eyes, her smile and across of him is nothing.

[peaked]

shadow and bone/six of crows, matthias/nina, furs

[peaked]

shadow and bone/six of crows, kaz/inej, if you touch her again i'll rip your fucking head off

A Goddamn Blaze in the Dark (Six of Crows, Kaz/Inej)

[vialethe]

He still has Oomen’s blood on his gloves, he realizes, gripping the ship’s rail, trying to cage whatever feral thing had torn loose inside him, just as he’d ripped Oomen’s eyeball from its socket.

Oomen’s blood on his gloves, Inej’s coating his shirt, the fabric slick and stuck to his chest, like-

Kaz swallows back a wave of nausea and lets the rage blossom up again in its place, red hot as her life spilling out against his skin; if he has to burn to keep Inej safe, then let him blaze straight down to the embers.

[peaked]

what if...?, wanda/vision, "i can still feel you"

[vialethe]

Narnia, Susan/Edmund, I keep the memories inside my mind/to show me how to leave the darkness/you will take me home one day/believe me

[be_themoon]

They don't speak of it. Is there a way to sit down and ask which of them did what wrong, which of them burned their names off of Aslan's list, which of them-

"I'll be here for you forever," Edmund whispers into her neck, his hands firm on her thighs, his body the anchor she's always needed.

[vialethe]

Narnia/GoT, Susan/Jon Snow, I’m a worshipper/a zealot king, cursed, a devotee/of the heady golden dance she does

[vialethe]

Shadow & Bone/TGT, The Darkling/Alina, we were something, don’t you think so?/roaring twenties, tossing pennies in the pool/and if my wishes came true/it would have been you

shadow and bone, the darkling/alina, secrets

[caramelsilver]

In a hidden part of her soul there was a secret, something she would never tell anyone ever. If things hadn't gone sideways, if the horrors of him wasn't true, if Baghra hadn't ruin them... she would've stayed, and she would have chosen him.

[vialethe]

Shadow & Bone/TGT, The Darkling/Alina, there are tiny cracks of light underneath me/and you say i got it wrong/but i tried hard to uncover them

set vaguely in the middle of Ruin and Rising?

[betony]

"You can't have shadow without light," says the Darkling pleasantly, and Alina wants to laugh; before she can, though, he goes on, inexorable: "In a world of eternal night, there are no shadows to be found."

(The Fold, then, she wants to ask, what was the Fold, then?--but she knows what he will reply in that silver-sharp voice: A mistake, a mistake, a terrible mistake, and she will remember all the disasters she has caused in turn.)

"Of course," he whispers, just before he leaves her to another sleepless night, "you might consider, my dear, that there's no light that doesn't cast a shadow, either."

[peaked]

smallville, clark/lois/superman, a love triangle built for two

[peaked]

mcu, yelena & natasha, i could have saved you

[peaked]

the vampire diaries, any, you're quick to forgive when i make a mistake

[peaked]

shadow and bone/six of crows, inej/kaz, if they want you, they're gonna have to fight me

A group of crows is called a murder for a reason

[word_devourer]

"No backup plans today," he says, expression steady as he finishes the message, "if I don't negotiate, we're all dead, and if the negotiations go wrong, I'm still dead, and the rest of you will be imprisoned at best." There's a pause, and then, "if that happens, get out; of all of us, you're the only one who stands a chance."

"You already know I will," she lies, as if she doesn't already know she'll be at his side until the end; if they want him dead, they'll have to buy him with their blood.

[peaked]

shadow and bone/six of crows, inej/kaz, she calls my name as shelter, not realizing i am the storm

[arveldis]

Kaz wanted to be better, he did, but as Inej cried out in pain from her injuries—he would gut the slaver who did this to her, and he would spread the man’s entrails out as a doormat in front of the Crow Club for all of the Dregs to wipe their feet on—her voice breaking as she asked him to remove the blade that had broken off inside of her, unable to do so herself with her broken arm, his hands shook uncontrollably and blackness threatened to overwhelm his mind.

Kaz had tried so hard to be better; he could go a whole day—sometimes several days—without his gloves, and he’d kept them off today for her, so she would see that he wasn’t wearing all of his armor, that he wanted to be the man she wanted him to be.

But he couldn’t be, and he balled his fists against his own weakness, even as he drew in shuddering breaths that tasted of salt and rot.

[peaked]

gilmore girls, jess/rory, i miss you

I Miss You

[ultra_fic]

In some ways, it felt like it came out of nowhere, but in others, it was completely what she expected, because how could Jess just leave like that and never call?

He talked about nothing much - Washington Square Park, living with his mother, nothing earth-shattering - but it was just so nice to hear his voice.

Rory wondered if he felt the same way about hearing her voice too, and maybe if all his seemingly meaningless words, much like her own, really meant just one thing - 'I miss you.'

[peaked]

gilmore girls, jess/paris, books

Use Your Words

[ultra_fic]

If asked, she'd say it was a crazy whim that led her into Stars Hollow Books one day after dropping in on Rory, but the truth was a little different - Paris Geller followed a boy; still, it was a genuine accident, a complete coincidence, when they both reached for the same book at the same time, his hand landing on hers like some ridiculous movie meet-cute, the kind of which Paris never expected to happen to her.

Jess stared at her so intensely she felt she was burning up from the inside but couldn't seem to mind at all; "Please tell me you're not one of those girls who expect me to be a gentleman and let you just have the book, because in case you didn't get it already from the last time we met, I don't exactly do backing down any more than you do."

Paris' heart swelled and confidence grew ten-fold on realising he remembered her and that he was smiling at her even as he threatened to snatch the precious book away; "I'll let you have it, if you promise to read aloud to me sometime," she said, tilting her chin like a challenge - the look on his face was worth a thousand books.

[topaz_eyes]

Any crossover, any, combine 2 prompts from this year's ficathon

Emergency!/M*A*S*H, Pay It Forward

[topaz_eyes]

(Filling my own prompt. WARNINGS for medical/war imagery, minor character death.) Prompts used are M*A*S*H, any, midnight coffee and any, any, unexpected mercy Also, this ran away on me, so.

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Second Lieutenant Dixie McCall, RN, newly arrived that very morning on her first military posting to the 4077th MASH in Korea, had already spent almost sixteen hours on her feet without a break when the young private was brought to the OR.

The entire day had passed in a blur of rushed introductions, triage, and meatball surgery. By one-thirty AM, halfway between darkness and dawn, Dixie had lost count of the number of injured patients she’d assisted with; she was running on fumes, but gamely pushed on, assessing their new patient. This soldier was a handsome, dark-haired beanpole of a boy who couldn’t’ve been more than eighteen, covered with a blood-and-saline-soaked sheet.

“Danced with Bouncing Betty,” one of the corpsmen remarked to the surgeon (Klinger and Hawkeye, she remembered later) as they placed the young man on the table.

“Bouncing Betty?” Dixie asked as she quickly changed to a fresh sterile gown and gloves.

Hawkeye turned from wisecracking and jovial to serious in an instant. “Anti-personnel mine. Triggered to launch and explode at waist level,” Hawkeye said quietly.

Dixie inhaled sharply. Glancing down, beneath the sheet the boy’s belly had been blown open from diaphragm to pubic bone. She forcibly suppressed a shiver.

The boy’s wide, deep brown eyes were glassy with fear and pain as he tried to speak. “Help me, Nurse, please help me--”

“Ssh,” Dixie said, hoping he could see her comforting smile through her surgical mask; “it’s all right, honey, save your strength. You’re in good hands.” He licked his lips and nodded, trusting her as the anaesthetist placed the gas mask over his face.

“What a mess,” Hawkeye muttered, once they’d removed the sheet to drape him and saw the full extent of his injuries. “How’d he even make it this far--?”

“Doctor, he’s crashing,” the anaesthetist said almost immediately.

“He’s bleeding out. I can’t see anything. Nurse, suction!”

Dixie complied; they worked as fast as they can, but despite their best efforts the young man died on the table only minutes later.

A hush fell over the adjoining tables as Hawkeye cleared his throat. “Okay, let’s call it. Time of death, one forty-two,” he stated.

Dixie knew she was supposed to note the death aloud as well to confirm it, but trembled as she realized she’d lost her first patient of the war. She couldn’t bring herself to speak; she simply stared wide-eyed and stunned at Hawkeye.

“Take ten, Nurse,” Hawkeye said. “Go get some coffee.”

She felt frozen to the floor. Hawkeye beckoned the circulating nurse to come over to relieve her.

“Take ten, Lt. McCall.” This, with the force of an order, came from Major Houlihan from the table beside her. “Now.”

That shook Dixie out of her shock enough to whisper “yes, ma’am,” and she stepped away, stumbling blindly out of the OR.

In the anteroom, in a daze she pulled off her bloody surgical gown and gloves, tore off her mask, and dropped them into the contaminated laundry. When she looked down at her front, the boy’s blood had soaked through her surgical gown to her scrubs.

Weak-kneed, she sank onto the bench just outside the door, passing a shaking hand over her face; she felt wetness there that wasn’t just perspiration.

Oh God. Her patient had just died and she didn’t even know the boy’s name. She raised her face to the ceiling, her eyes scrunched closed; bone-deep exhaustion rolled over her in waves.

This is what you signed up for, her inner voice whispered, and she wondered how she was going to get through all the heartbreak that was going to come.

She didn’t see the Major exit the OR, didn’t pay attention to the approaching footsteps, so she was startled by a no-nonsense voice a few minutes later. “Nurse McCall. I know we threw you in the deep end without any orientation, I know what you saw was shocking, but you are always expected to conduct yourself professionally--”

Dixie tried to clear her throat, a noise that sounded too close to a sob. Major Houlihan paused at that, and her tone lost its edge. “Was Private Davis the first patient you lost in the war, Lt?”

“Yes, ma’am,” she barely managed to whisper.

She heard a heavy sigh, then felt a warm hand pat her knee. “The first one is always the hardest.”

She opened her eyes to a blurry visage of Maj. Houlihan crouching in front of her. The Major’s hard-nosed reputation had preceded her, but right now her eyes were surprisingly kind and even sympathetic. “The first is the one you’ll remember.”

Dixie nodded, sniffed and cleared her throat. “Do you ever get used to this, Major?”

Dixie saw the slightest shake of the Major’s head, no, and her shoulders slumped. “Never. The day you do, is the day you quit being a nurse.”

Dixie sighed heavily at that. “Here, drink this,” Maj. Houlihan added, and Dixie felt a warm tin cup pressed into her hand. “You’ll feel better.”

She automatically curled her fingers around the cup, and raised it with both hands to her lips. She made a face at the fragrance; she didn’t even like coffee, she preferred tea. But it was the first real sustenance since she’d arrived that morning, aside from sips of water or juice through a straw beneath her mask while standing at the operating table, so she sipped it anyway. The warmth pooled in her stomach and settled her a bit. The generous added powdered milk and sugar gave just enough body and flavour to cut through the bitterness.

“Thank you, Major,” she said, and she took another, longer sip. Maj. Houlihan nodded, gently appraising. Dixie clung to the coffee, and that small point of human contact to centre herself again.

“We need you back in five,” Maj. Houlihan said after another minute had elapsed, and she rose to her feet, gesturing at Dixie’s blood-soaked clothes. “Finish your coffee, then change and scrub in. You’ll assist Dr. Pierce again when you return.”

“Yes ma’am.” Dixie tilted her head, sensing the Major had gone out of her way to make sure she was all right going forward. “How do I– ?” Dixie asked, wondering how she could repay the Major’s unexpected kindness.

A brief, sad smile played on Maj. Houlihan’s lips. “You can pay it forward when the time comes, Nurse McCall.” She nodded at the clock. “Five minutes,” she repeated, raised her mask, and strode with purpose into the OR.

Dixie sighed, drained the remaining coffee in her cup, and forced herself to stand. This was going to be a very long tour.


* * *

Twenty years later at another one-thirty AM, Dixie McCall RN, Head Nurse of the Emergency Department at Rampart General Hospital, was perched at her supply desk by the communications centre filling out the interminable paperwork, when a Roy DeSoto shaped shadow fell across her papers.

“Hi, Roy,” she greeted the spectre without glancing up, “how’s it going?”

“Hi, Dix,” he said heavily, “I wish it were better.”

She looked up at him at that, taking in his somewhat haggard appearance, not just due to the time of night. “I heard the patient you and Johnny brought in earlier this afternoon died in surgery,” she said with sympathy.

“Yeah, the college kid that got shot with an arrow in the thigh during archery practice.”

“That was rough, I really thought he’d make it.”

“We thought so too. But the barbs on the tip shredded the femoral artery on the way out, I guess. Seems kinda senseless.”

Dixie nodded in agreement. People dying from what should have been survivable injuries had always been one of the hardest pills for her to swallow since Korea.

“Johnny’s not taking it well at all,” Roy added, jabbing his thumb in the direction of the staff lounge. “I’ve tried all evening but I don’t know, I just can’t seem to get through to him.”

Roy went to the cabinet behind her to collect medical supplies for the squad. By the set of his shoulders, Roy wasn’t looking copacetic about it either, but at least he appeared to be handling it. She heard the concern for Johnny in Roy’s tone. “Do you want me to talk to him?” she offered after a moment.

When Roy turned around to answer, the relief on his face was unmistakable. “Yeah, if you could, I’d appreciate it,” he said gratefully.

It was still early days for Johnny and Roy as full-fledged paramedics working without direct supervision in the field, just a week after the Wedsworth-Townsend Act had passed. “Sure,” she said, briefly patting his forearm, “no problem.”

“Thanks, Dix. Tell him I’ll be waiting in the squad.” Roy picked up his box of supplies and headed towards the ambulance entrance. “Just—don’t be too long, we gotta get back,” he called back, just before he rounded the corner.

“You bet.” Dixie slid off her stool and headed down the hall towards the staff lounge.

She opened the door to the lounge carefully to find Johnny sitting alone in the room, sunk into the sofa: elbows on knees, head dropped in his hands.

Dixie held onto the door as she regarded Johnny for a moment, remembering when she’d been in almost the same spot, halfway round the world; remembering a past act of kindness towards a young, idealistic nurse who’d just been slapped in the face by the reality of loss.

This was what Major Houlihan had meant when she’d told her to pay it forward when the time comes.

She’d had variations of this conversation with a few nurses over the intervening years; it certainly appeared like the moment had now come for Johnny. She entered the room, strode to the coffee machine, and poured a cup of steaming hot joe, musing wryly how that first day in Korea had marked the start of her own coffee addiction.

She moved to the couch and crouched to one side of him, the cup in her hand. “Tough day, huh?” she began gently.

Up close she noted the fine tremor that moved in waves from his shoulders down. He inhaled deeply, but didn’t answer.

“I heard you and Roy lost a patient earlier tonight,” she said, and shifted the cup to her other hand, laying the first against his jacketed forearm. “Your first since the Act was passed if I’m right.”

Johnny mumbled something indecipherable into his hands.

“What was that again?”

Johnny raised his head, his hands rubbing downwards to wipe his face before he looked at her, his expression forlorn. “I said, what’s the point of being a trained paramedic if you can’t save them anyway?”

He seemed so discouraged that something in her heart broke. “We can’t save them all, Johnny,” Dixie said, remembering the young soldier lifeless on an operating table in Korea all those years ago. Private Davis. Help me, nurse, please help me.

“It shouldn’t’ve happened. We did everything right, Dix, he was fine when we brought him in, his vitals were good. He shoulda lived.” He clenched his fists and slammed them against his thighs.

Dixie closed her eyes briefly and she squeezed his arm in sympathy. “I know.” When she opened them again Johnny was looking down at his lap, exhaustion lining his youthful face.

“Sometimes a patient will look stable but something unexpected happens, or they’re already too far gone by the time you get to them,” she added, knowing it was cold comfort at best.

“That – that doesn’t really help me here,” Johnny said, sounding like he was struggling to keep it together.

“It’s the truth, Johnny. One we have to learn to accept to work in this business. Look, all we can do is give our patients the best chance we can. The rest – well, it’s out of our hands.”

Johnny looked devastated by her answer, and he fell silent for a moment, considering. “Tell me, Dix, do you ever get used to losing your patients?” He stared directly at her.

She knew the answer would not be what he wanted to hear; but he needed to hear it, as she’d had back in the day. “Not in the slightest. The day it becomes easy is the day you leave the profession and do something else.”

Johnny only sighed heavily and looked down at his fists, then unclenched them. Dixie proffered the cup. “Here, drink this.”

Wearily he took the cup from her and sipped. “Coffee,” he said, “not like I’m gonna sleep again tonight anyway.”

“Oh, you’d be surprised,” Dixie said, recalling all the days and nights she’d drunk a full pot of coffee in Korea and still managed to pass out after twenty-hour sessions in the OR. “I bet you’ll be snoring the minute your head hits the pillow at the station.”

He huffed at his cup. “You’re probly right.”

Dixie stayed crouched at his side as he drank, her hand moving from his forearm to pat his knee. Johnny didn’t waste time, though, downing it as quickly as he could as if he knew he was on the clock.

He still didn’t smile, but he looked more settled when he drained the last dregs from the cup, and he laid his hand on top of hers. “Thanks, Dix,” he said quietly.

“Anytime.”

“I guess you’ve given this pep talk a lot, huh.”

“A few times,” Dixie said, “I learned from the best.”

He raised an eyebrow, his interest piqued. “Yeah? Who was that?”

“My commanding officer in Korea. My first day assigned to a MASH unit.”

“Oh.” It was Johnny’s turn to give Dixie a soft look. “You musta seen a lotta heavy stuff over there.”

“I sure did,” Dixie confirmed. “But you know, it’s the people you worked with that you'll remember best.”

They shared a smile, and Johnny glanced at his watch. “I, uh, gotta go, Roy’s waiting for me, probly wondering where I am,” he said, and she rose to let him up. He passed her the empty cup and headed to the door.

At the threshold Johnny turned and faced her, gesturing between them. “How—how do I—?”

Dixie’s mouth twitched in a wry smile at the echo of her question, asked in an anteroom half a world and half a lifetime away. “Just pay it forward when the time comes.”

Johnny peered at her for a brief moment in puzzlement, then nodded, thoughtful. “Yeah, pay it forward when the time comes,” he said, “I’ll do that. See ya.”

“Have a good night, Johnny,” she replied.

He pivoted and quickly disappeared from sight. Standing in the middle of the staff lounge, Dixie closed her eyes for a moment, her hands curled round the empty cup. She wondered where Major Margaret Houlihan was now, what she was doing; she silently wished her well, then washed the cup and returned to her desk.

[peaked]

any, any, there was once a…

Elizabeth Swan (Pirates of the Caribbean)

[slowmercury]

There once was a ship on the sea
Holding a girl in captivity
That girl became king
Of everything
Pirate-y, bonny, and free.

(Alternate words to "bonny" include: lovely, breezy, boozy, briny)

[peaked]

galavant, madalena, i want everything

[primeideal]

I want a seat of power
To hear my rivals cower
Till all the world knows it's my strength they're fearing.
And I'd like Galavant's
Presence without his pants
But also Gareth's, with this splendid earring!

*former ear included