Rayla had been trying not to think about it, but not knowing if her team was alive was a special, torturous mix of worry, hope, fear, shame, and at three different types of guilt. Her inability to kill the guard had cost them the element of surprise and her refusal to kill Ezran was going to cost them their arms as well. She hoped with all her heart that someone had made it out, but she knew they would never forgive her.